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[Nov. 6th, 2006|05:19 pm] |
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Back again. It's been awhile since i've been able to gather myself and get back to writting in this journal. I'm back in Vienna, which I suppose is a good or a bad thing depending how you look at it. In other news I have joined a waterpolo team, and am slowly getting back into tiptop shape. It's a interesting and extreamly aggresive sport, where everything that happens under the water is fair game. I haven't gotten injured yet, only a couple of minor bruises and scratches. That's all for now, perhaps when my life stops flat-lining, and something bigger jumps i'll write more. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2006|03:34 am] |
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Currently located in Vienna. I hope that I can find myself a proper job or at least convince my parents that grad school is a viable option. Otherwise the past month has been fun, last week my bro and I drove to Germany to visit the family, and we stopped over in Munich for a couple of beers with Tina and her sister. The drive was a bitch, but I survived without getting a speeding ticket, I hope. Not sure yet. Anyways I'm still clueless on what I want to do with myself. I need to make a decision ASAP. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|07:39 pm] |
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Off to vienna I go, gotta take a break from the US. it's going to be so nice to get back to europe. see you later st.louis. I might be back, don't wait up. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|09:07 pm] |
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Passion. Desire. Want. Need. Drive. Collapse. The little things that make sense. and the whole that does not. clarity from the evening shadows. confidence and shame. regrets and ambition. care and neglect. the string of words that make and illuminate the wonders of that is yet to be discovered. The past, present and future does not exist, rather is one fluid stream of consciousness. When the silence of the mind screams and the heavens collapses, the world stands still. Random or predictable? Poetry or rambling? We seek fulfillment. perhaps that's the wonder of philosophy: to dissect humanity. To create is to honor, to destroy is to conquer. When reason meets emotion, it's essence distilled and confused by Vodka and Scotch. Find the meaning it all. Find the map. A treasure hunt without a prize. Simple words. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|11:45 pm] |
Very upset. Damn Italians! Na ja they did better then I thought they would, but still I thought they might be able to go all the way.
In other news, I might be selling teddy-bears soon. I interviewed with Build-A-Bear Workshop for an International Mechandizing/ Marketing position. It went really well, so I expect to get a call back next week! and have full time employment soon there after.
Now I just need to get myself a new ride. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|10:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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Another week just flew by. The days are just screaming by. now I understand why people go to work at 6 am or earlier, the day is just too short. By the time you get home in the evening, you barely have enough time to eat dinner, write a couple of emails, read a bit and then it's off to bed. I wanted to sleep in today and take half the day off, but I woke up at 7 am for no reason, so I went to work instead. One would think that with only a week left in my contract that I wouldn't have much work to do, but its the opposite I have more work then ever before.
I heard an intersting quote from a friend today: "Women who love you are consistant"
I sit here in an internet cafe, wired on coffee not wanting to go back to my apartment because it's 97 degrees and I refuse to turn on the airconditioning. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2006|01:27 pm] |
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Stuck in the midwest without a car is like being stranded in the Sahara without water. I wish my car would have survived another 2 months, but that's that. I wish my cash flow would allow for a new mode of transportation. |
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| Dog Days of Summer |
[May. 29th, 2006|04:02 pm] |
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The hunt for employment continues. I have 1 month before my contract runs out, and then i'm going to be desperate. I need to find a way to get some interviews, anyone out there got any leads for a Bachelors of Arts in International Business? Well back to writing cover letters. |
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| Dog Days of Summer |
[May. 29th, 2006|04:02 pm] |
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The hunt for employement continues. I have 1 month before my contract runs out, and then i'm going to be desprete. I need to find a way to get some interviews, anyone out there got any leads for a Bachelors of Arts in International Business? Well back to writting cover letters. |
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[May. 1st, 2006|01:14 am] |
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Another night. the sublime comes alive and things start to make sense or not. It's all in the head. sleep comes easy. the troubled mind wanders the fields of the subconscious. the corners and the crevasses that are hidden from sight. the ramblings of an old man. the self induced coma of the young. innocence and decadence. coffee and cigarettes. wishes, prayers and life. heart. respect. ambulance. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|06:21 pm] |
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Ok, so I put up with way too much shit. why? I have no clue. But enough is enough, I have better things I can spend my time on. It's a matter of respect, I can put up with alot of shit, but evenutally too much is too much. I have to put my foot down, cause I ain't going to be nobody's toy. that's it. |
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[Apr. 16th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
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stick a fork in me i'm done. fin. out. gone. fertig. sick. pissed. gone. aus. basta. nadda. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|08:32 pm] |
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It was nice to get away for St. Paddy's day. Also great to drink too much beer and Whiskey Car Bombs with an old friend. Thank god we didn't drive back from the party, cause none of us had the capacity to walk straight. |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|11:16 pm] |
 | | The Mixed Messenger
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDm)
Just...take...the...fucking...flower...darling. The Mixed Messenger apologizes again.
You're looking for love, but you'll always maintain your independence. You're prepared for a real commitment, but it's also likely that you're ambitious, which creates a certain romantic tension and ambivalence within you. So although you can be very affectionate to someone, you are also capable of pulling some dubious shit. In a relationship, you're usually the emotional leader. With your friends, you're a little bit more part of the pack. You're well-liked but you're not the uninhibited type, so the spotlight's often on someone else. In both social and romantic situations, however, you almost always get what you want. Influencing people is something you do very well.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Playstation, The Peach
CONSIDER: The Priss |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: TzeroT |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
Just when everything was going great, life smacks you around. This morning at 8 am, this crazy lady crashed her big ass SUV into my car as I was turning left at an intersection. She was obviously at fault, but for some crazy reason the police officer issued me a bogus citation, and not her. Looks like I'll putting this semesters law class to some good use at my court apperance.
oh yeah Happy Valentines day. |
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| a troubled mind |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|05:34 am] |
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Only after 4 hours of sleep, I woke, unable to return to the dream world. I think I will go swim in the pool work off this invisible stress that troubles my mind. I wish I could figure it out. Perhaps it is the realization that I will graduate in 90 days |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|11:52 pm] |
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Sleep. I look forward to sunday, the day of rest. the one day of the week when I truely can sleep in past 8 am. well at least I filled out my petition to graduate. Soon this will be all over! Blah... still waiting on that damn paycheck. G'night |
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| Back in STL |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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Happy and sad to be back. I miss Vienna alot, but things are going great here. I opened a savings account to place the money earned from my internship, the guy at the bank asked me when I planned to buy a house. I almost laughed as he went on with the entire pitch about mortgage rates. In other news, my new flatmate is awesome, he bought furniture for me and everything, but now I feel guilty as hell, and i'm looking for ways to pay him back. I suppose i'll just clean the place more often, or buy picture frames for all the posters. well gotta wake early tomorrow. Night |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|02:09 pm] |
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Happy New years to all! |
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[Dec. 30th, 2005|07:08 pm] |
Being back in Vienna has be excited and relaxing. Things have become even more chilled out then ever before, there are less people u know, thus less people to see, but those you do see you cherish for all they are worth. I met up with Kimmie for our yearly lunch/coffee experiance, which is nice cause you can sum up pretty much everything that's new, before you run out of things to say. naturally we mainly discussed ins and outs relationships, after all talking about university is well yeah not that interesting to talk about, and it never changes.
well time to eat a home cooked meal and prep for the long night of drinking good beer.
Happy New Years |
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